Well i didn't blog yesterday because i wanted to start with my new years resolution and be like....good for once XD
in my resolution, i wanted to spend less time on the computer, earn texting back, spend less money on food, and eat healthier and etc. i did AWFUL. i woke up and ate 2 big ass fattening donuts, then i had enchiladas for dinner -____-
OH! and i bought my brother food, && i walked around the house with a bitchy attitude because i was PMSing and shit and thats NOT gonna earn me texting back >_<
through all of that though, i am still truly happy, because of mark and a couple other things.
i was thinking about him and wrote this yesterday:
When time flies by with nothing to do
I lay on my bed and I think of you :D
I think of our bus ride and how we met
I think of how I will never forget…
I’ll never forget those fun talks we had
We talked about everything; the good and the bad
Before we’d get those three hours to talk
I’d sit al day and stare at my clock
Then the clock would hit 9 and my phone would ring
You don’t even know how much happiness that’d bring
I’d smile and reach for my phone and press ‘send’
And we’d keep talking till the long day would end
We talked till midnight with tons to say
And when we were done it was already the next day
I felt a lot of things before I made those calls
I felt sad and sick and not happy at all
But once you answered and I heard your voice,
All of those pains made my feelings rejoice
My heart would beat faster and slower too
You were the only person who could make me feel new
We’d say random crap and laugh a lot
And not once had we ever fought
You’d compliment me at the most random times
And it made my blush, bite my lip and rhyme :)
I’m pretty sure I’m gonna finish this poem now
But I really do wish I could keep explaining how…
How it makes me feel when I hear your friends say,
“Mark talked about you a lot today”
The little things I hear that they say you do
Make me happy that I was blessed with you
And when you kissed me at the movies, I felt the best
I knew I was yours, and I was impressed
Now I’m almost done, but there’s one thing I’ve got to say
I was thinking about what you said the other day…
And I thought that the L word was a big word to use,
But I feel like I’m getting closer to saying it, like I’ve got nothing to lose
So I’ll say I think I’m good to say love, maybe ill wait a little more
Just because I don’t wanna rush and seem like a whore
My point is I’m so close, to saying love, that is
And I wanted to say thanks for putting up with my shizz
You mean a lot to me, and I care so much about you too,
Thanks so much mark, I think I might love you<3-----------------------------------------------------------------
so yeahhh :D
my foots asleep.
ttyl :]<3
^jonas asses are hot :p
Ohh, and just when i thought things would just go without those small thoughtful gifts, he whips out 3 freaking delicious Cookies 'n cream hersey bars<33333333
