So i'm in love with you.

i really have no fucking idea what to do now. seriously, you mean everything to me. and you can't mean much more. i cant look at a picture of you without getting the butterflies. i cant go to bed without thinking of you at least once. i cant listen to avenged sevenfold without thinking of you. i cant glance at my guitar without imagining you holding it. i see a little bit of you in every person around me. and even your retarded laugh has rubbed off on me. you mean everything, and now i can't have you. it's been a whole year that i've liked you. and you've liked me too. but it will never happen. i'm just not good enough. we've wrote songs about each other. and spent hours talking till the early morning. and you make me smile, even when you're mean. i can always tell when you're joking, and when you're serious, i like you even more. you're the first person i've loved. and there won't be another for a while. the sad part is, you have this effect on me, and we were never even together i missed my chance 10 months ago. i should have said yes. now we're just best friends. and thats all we'll ever be. i guess i'll just have to get over it. but i'll always love you. love, me.